I think it was Jan 16, 2006.
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Gemstone: Pearl Lucky Day: Monday
Try to be logical and rational when dealing with everyday practical matters as you can make wrong decisions if you are not fully grounded. Your way of thinking will undergo a great transformation as you focus on the spiritual and metaphysical aspects of your life. A secret admirer lurks around you who can be more than just a one-night stand.
...Have the courage to keep at it till you succeed. Have faith and optimism that you will succeed..."
Today is Mom's birthday. If she is still around she is 70.
Did you notice that John Travolta is playing the Divine role in the new Hairspray remake? Brilliant.
I had a bad dream.
We took greyhound up to some hick town, like sac or I don't know where. As soon as we got there Erik disappeared to go get his car and left me in a really damp and smelly squat with a bunch of People who were just not being very nice to me.
I don't know if I was trying to go to sleep, or what but there was no place to sit People were laid out all over the floor and packs and trash everywhere. Suddenly, I couldn't find my shoes, I was in my socks and I couldn't leave the place, it was damp and rainy outside.
There were wet, dirty blankets, clothes and shoes all over and I just kept looking for my shoes while these people were insulting me and tossing empty beer cans at me and telling me to get out.
A cat attacked me and a bird out in the back yard when i was looking for my shoes there. I just kept thinking why did I take my shoes off and where is Erik?
Finally I went out in the front where there were a bunch of old parted out cars on blocks and Erik was looking at one, trying to get parts or get it started. I told him what happened in side and he wouldn't look at me and told me I should probably leave.
He was so cold to me and wouldn't talk to me and when he looked at me his eyes were different and I got scared and had to run away without my shoes down this muddy road, crying, cat-scratched, and bird pecked and insulted by squatters and alone. Without my shoes.
Then I woke up and I was so upset. I was actually crying and I told him about the dream.
I was pretty shook up about it all day and I would get upset again every time I thought of it and say, "You were just so MEAN to me wah, wah".
Then he would laugh and hug me and assure me that I am just nuts and none of it was real.
Then he made lasagna and it was bomb.
We went hiking to Tennessee Valley Beach. This is a link to show you almost exactly what we saw, but this person went down to the beach, we climbed a HUGE hill to an old bunker and saw it from way up in the sky.
There is some good information there about the coves history, why it is named Tennessee and such.
We spent an hour or so up there looking at the birds and plants and rocks. We saw lizards, rabbits covies of quail, and hordes of dragonflies.
The bunker or battery, was filled with graffiti. We spent quite a bit of time reading it.
On the long and much hotter walk back we saw a flock of turkey vultures, about 8 or ten of them sitting in the middle of the trail.
They took off when we got too close and soared around in the sky over us looking menacing.
And that's all I have for now, really.
Tired from all the sun I got this weekend.